我完全不顾父愿，甚至违抗父命，也全然不听母亲的恳求和朋友们的劝阻。我的这种天性，似乎注定了我未来不幸的命运。my father is willing to completely disregard, even defy fuming, totally did not listen to the mother and begged friends discouraged. I have this in